syncopated.

Tuesday, January 31, 2006
of dt, cny, imsomnia and rachels
of dt, cny, imsomnia and rachels

dream theater was special.





kwong, i wore shorts cuz i knew i would be jumping.

We move in circles
Balanced all the while
On a gleaming razor's edge

A perfect sphere
Colliding with our fate
This story ends where it began

i told myself during the concert that

"from now on it's one month of explosions, mogwai"

i can only say i've failed miserably.


cny is moving along rather well. 4 days of staying in the whole morning. yesterday, for the first time in my memory, people came to visit my parents for the better part of the day. i think easily 50+ pple came through our doors.

dad was re running some bee gees live reunion dvd on the screen. in between songs, someone, either from the audience or over the phone, would get the chance to talk to them.

so, what do you say when someone suddenly comes up to you and says 'you're the greatest', 'you're absolutely fabulous', or 'you've changed my life'? surely just smiling and says 'thanks' isn't sufficient?

it just doesn't do justice to all that you've done, or to the show of appreciation he/she is showing.

mahmood's daughter sarah is in acs ib too.

hoodah.

. . .

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it ok
There's always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless
And maybe I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

met this rachel while having dinner with uncle john and mrs regina tan. j2 in tjc, used to be in sailing. the interesting thing is that she claims to have sent me and greg home from nsc some years back.

Strummed at 10:03 AM (x)
Thursday, January 26, 2006
recap
2h40min of both phy and econs on wednesday.

alistair is probably one of the teachers i take a most liking to. cuz he's just... refreshingly different.

he came into class, switched the lights off, and for the better part of the first half hour talked to us from the back corner of the room.

heard all the things about knowing before, but it just sounds different coming from him.

justify your existence.

the following is taken from the last few pages of the tok handbook.

ib humor checklist

read all the items below. check off all that apply. wait a month. repeat and compare until:

a - all items are checked
b - you graduate or quit ib
c - you die
d - you are pulled from the matrix

whichever comes first.

"you know you're in ib when...

2. you say the same sentence over and over again, not realising you've said it before.

4. while writing a tok paper, you begin to actually understand the material.

5. you and reality file for divorce.

8. you yell, 'stop touching me!' even though you are the only one in the room.

9. you can finally spell 'baccalaureate' (or is it 'bacclaureate'?)

11. you talk to yourself in the 3rd person.

16. your books weigh more than you.

27. you can take a nap while walking to your next class.

29. making coffee takes too long, so you just eat the beans.

31. you think MTV means mass, temperature and volume.

38. yourbrainissooverloadedthatyouforget
thesimplestthingslikebrushingteethand
goingtothetoilet.

39. you managed to write a 4000 words essay on 'my dog eats my homework'.

44. you actually ask a foreigner, 'excuse me, how do you get to orchard rd?'

and so on.

lavender's so jumpy.



so... an attempt to summarise the more memorable events of the past few weeks. excerpts from a log.

23/12

my roomates (maxi and quek) are making me terribly jealous for what i lack.

though i've almost forgotten how fun it is to lie in bed and talk cock for hours on end into the night.

if i could be like that
i would give anything
just to live one day in those shoes

if i could be like that
what would i do
what would i do

capsized a lot today in about 18 knots of wind.







giba is not very fun to work with. there's this tense silence at dinner... sigh.



24/12

salt in the eyes.
sore throat.
sting on the knee.
scarred finger.

but i'm happy.

sit further back... and take control!


victoria demonstrating the most efficient way of stretching your sail.

maxi's depressing everyone (he so happens to be captain). says that he didn't need to come down to aus with us, indeed didn't want to, that he's wasting his time here. furthermore, he's lovesick over this christmas.

according to him, he was forced to come to 'babysit' us - giba organised everything this year, yet it's also his first time. sanders wanted him to look after everything and make sure nothing goes wrong.

but, dear max, you don't have to bring everyone down with you as well. babysitters don't whine, do they?

afternote: he's also been very pissed off at giba, calling him shithouse and all, for messing up logistics and other stuff.



26/12

giba's reasoning for training on both xmas and boxing day:
i feel that we need to continue the training in
strong wind so that we can try to get the
right feeling in this condition.

turns out we had below 5 knots yesterday, and actually had to be towed back.

cooking our own dinner for the next two days. try maxi's ravioli!

27/12

today's measurement.

raced with some of the locals in about 16 knots of wind.

our deeds have travelled far
what we have been is what we are

all that we learn this time
is carried beyond this life

she wasn't given any choice
desperation stole her voice

tomorrow's rest day.

28/12

slept till late...

went down to surfer's paradise.

1h drive there to witness the sand, sun and surf.





interesting place lined with small shops selling mostly clothes (condom king lol).

the joke runs that maxi and quek bought more ladies' stuff than the girls did.

played dota. poh, with two noobs on ur team, you just can't control the game with a pa.

practice race is tomorrow.

30/12

highlights... rounding the windward mark 3rd.

a few names to note:

krystal weir
























brendan casey

tom slingsby

opening ceremony yesterday - daily lucky draw for 3 prizes sponsored by zhik.

i just love how the black flag creates space on the line. heh.

can't remember much about the first race, other than having an averagely good race. finished 10th.

2nd race was fun. good start, good shifts (vic was trying to follow haha), great downwind, throw in an exciting tacking duel on the last beat to finish and you have my 7th to finish the day.

oh, and i got dunked into the water 4 minutes before the first start of the day as i was sailing upwind.

my mainsheet had snapped.

so i had to retie the knot at the end of the boom, and made it back just in time for a pin end start. eventually recalled though.

31/12

i see your face
with every punch i take
and every bone i break
is all for you

and my worst pains
are words i cannot say
still i will always
fight on for you

similar wind conditions - another 2 good races, 10, 9. could have been better... rudder pin keeps coming out, resulted in a penalty at the leeward mark of the first race. mainsheet got tangled in the block a few rounds on the downwind of the 2nd race.

now lying 14th. expecting to drop positions once the discards kick in - the nearest sailors all have better discards than me.

maxi lies 21st, quek 40th.

yi hong had a 12th on his last race, moving him up to 49th, which should see him through into the gold fleet. victoria's been starting well but can't hold on. poh and jeanette just get surfed, end of story.

although she won zhik slippers for the lucky draw tonight.

not much happened. went to cleveland harbour for some ice-cream before heading home for cards... f-ing sian.

possibly the most boring xmas and new year i've ever had.

still, don't you dare let that get you down.

. . .

*closes log book.

damn. what a shitload of an entry.

to be continued.

Strummed at 9:45 PM (x)
the artist.
colin cheng.
3/4.14, 5/6.6.
acsi (ib).
10/09/1989.
sailor.
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his experiences.
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beijing oep 2006
bordeaux 4.7 worlds 2006
los angeles radial worlds 2006
doha asian games 2006
hobart jan 2007
muse concert jan 2007
holland radial worlds 2007

his aspirations.
weight for laser.
breeze. chase it.
cut down on mistakes.
get to know pple better.
understanding. respect.
a cat.
discipline. control.
contact lenses.

his peers.
acsailing
cai
choong
elaine
han sheng
john loh
xin ling

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65daysofstatic
the arcade fire
christopher o'riley
the cinematic orchestra
damien rice
dream theater
elliott smith
explosions in the sky
hiromi
isis
joe satriani
john petrucci
liquid tension experiment
mogwai
mono
my brightest diamond
oceansize
opeth
peter, paul and mary
radiohead
rodrigo y gabriela
sigur rós
simon & garfunkel
thursday
vienna teng
yo la tengo

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